Tuesday, July 14, 2009

How It All Began.....................


I still remember the day it all began.

In an ocean full of grace and love

Though unaware, I was bathing.

With a heart full of excitement and innocence

Like a huge wave of unconditional love YOU appeared

And washed away all my ignorance,

Awareness dawned and I realised the truth

Though I saw YOU for the first time

I felt a bond of ages!!!!

YOU were seated far apart

High on the stage.

But I felt so near to YOU.

To YOUR sacred feet, my heart flew

Ah.....how innocent it was then

I knew YOU too had received that humility

How I knew I myself don’t know...

Tears rolled down my cheeks

The eyes closed themselves ;

My whole being swept into such ecstasy

Such contentment it had never known.....

The drop had met the ocean

The ocean welcomed it into its arms.

Since that day my life changed

Each night blessed with tears

Oh......tears of longing and gratitude!!!!

Full of gratitude like the ocean

Hollow and empty like the sky

This is what my very being is

Thank YOU, thank YOU..........

The search is over...................

I have reached home..

My home sweet home!!!

Jai gurudev


Sunday, July 12, 2009

Pleasure in pain....:)


The whole day I wait and wait and wait.....

Lost in myself.....though I may look so not

I have the most beautiful gift.....

I do not want anything.......

Still my heart aches........

Such pleasurable misery......

Action in inaction and inaction in action!!!

There is such a thirst which never seems to quench...

Wherever i may go....it doesn’t leave me.....

Only increases day by day........

For how long can I deceive myself with this world....

When in my awareness only YOU are there....

Though for time being I seem to forget you; busy in daily chores

But this forgetfulness only serves to make the memory more solid.

Oh......only healing is YOUR presence....

Such coolness it brings............

Ah!!! But where to search, you are everywhere

Still so far from me...though so near......

Not expressing is stifling

And expressing is so limited....

I cry and laugh, sing and dance

And lo....I find rest in this restlessness!!!

There is only one wish.....

How much can I do for you.....

How best can I serve you........

And this wanting never ceases....

Joy gurudev

Sunday, April 26, 2009

Have a Heart to do something....

Hi everyone,

Just came across this wonderful piece....so wanted to share it with all.

Your real wealth is your inner strength. Your inner sense of fullness and
not your bank balance is your real wealth.
You may have lots of money in the bank, but if your mind is fearful and
small, then what is the point?

Today a gentleman came from Mandya (a small town in Karnataka) to meet me.
He has two houses and doesn’t have a job. He wants to sell one house and use
the money to start a business. He wants to donate the other plot for a
meditation center.
He insisted that I take the land. The land costs several millions of
dollars. He had even come with the land papers. I took the papers and told
him: ‘This is mine, but it will be with you. You take care of it. You keep
it. You start your business, make your life stable, make your finances
better. I’m not going to accept it.’

What I’m saying is that those who have very little have big hearts to give.
I appreciate it. This is the most precious offer. That man came with his
wife and mother. They kept saying, ‘Guruji, please make a Temple of
Knowledge over here. We have benefitted so much from the courses, we want
others to enjoy.’

*Just the gesture is enough. The heart that wants to do gets blessings.
*Isn’t it so interesting? Values of humanness and generosity are still alive
on this planet.
People with big hearts are still alive.
I remember on the last day of the Silver Jubilee (The Art of Living
celebrated 25 years of service in 2006), I met all the volunteers. As I was
leaving, a 25-year-old boy came up to me, gave me an envelope and began to
cry. He grabbed my feet and hands and sobbingly said: ‘Thank you, please
accept this.’

I took it and asked him what he did for a living. He was a labourer from
Kerala (an Indian state) and had come to do seva for 15 days. ‘Guruji, I
don’t know how to express my gratitude. My life has changed. Please accept
this.’ *(Pointing to the envelope.)*

I opened it and saw that it had Rs 5,000. It must have been his salary of
two months.
I asked him about his family responsibilities. He has a mother, sister and
is the eldest of two sons. I took Rs 100 from the amount and told him: ‘This
money is worth millions to me. Take the rest of the amount home.’

*All that we need is to have a heart to do something. Nature will help you.
God will help you.*

jai gurudev

Thursday, April 2, 2009

I envision......




I envision a world where each individual's day starts with kriya.
I envision a world where love flows from every heart.
I envision a world where the joy and enthusiasm never die.
I envision a world where knowledge resides in every mind.
I envision a world where there is abundance in every home.
I envision a world where every being is blessed with the Master's grace.
I envision a world where the divinity has woken up.
I envision a world where all belong to one family.

Jai Gurudev.
Apoorva.

Friday, March 27, 2009

your own life is more thrilling than movies and books...........

Life is utterly simple and complex at the same time.
Sometimes everything is so smooth. You are on the top of the world...everything seems to be going according to your wishes....you are full of joy !!!
However a monotony sets in if there is no change.....no challenge......life simply seems boring if we are not made to brave tough situations......

What do u feel?Am i right?......just look back at your own life.....glance through all the so called seemingly tough situations, ...all of them have provided you with deep insights about life and about yourself.....they hold such valuable lessons.......

Of course, i know we all have heard and read about these .....but what matters if we can feel and experience these....that's when we gain true knowledge....which books can't provide us with.....books should only serve to guide us and make us introspect......

Close the books for a change atleast for some time and become open to the book of your own life....you will find its more exciting and thrilling than any bestselling novel............

Then only we can realise our purpose for coming into this world.......

okay.........i'm bragging like a sophist..........so i'll just now give rest to my brain and hands......

Byeeeee
JAI GURUDEV............

lots of good wishes

apoorva

Friday, March 13, 2009

Real Seva

Sometimes I wonder are we all really into Seva?
What do we mean by seva?
What are our motives when we do Seva?
Is it unconditional love and devotion or something else?

hmm.....well nothing to worry....just some questions which came across my awareness and i put them into writing!!!!

However i feel at certain moments in our life we do need to answer these questions so that we know we are sincerely on the path......

My best wishes to all of you in all your SEVA activities........

jai gurudev,
apoorva

Sunday, March 8, 2009

Feelings, emotions.....hmmmmm. So blissful and yet so terrible!!!
They can raise you up to the sky and the very next moment they can push you into abyss.Falling in love is that fall which all and sundry long to experience......it makes you feel on top of the world!!! You feel as if your life has found that perfection which it had been seeking since infinity. You don't desire anything else. You are free from all cravings and aversions. There comes such freshness, such joy which never seems to leave you. The intoxication surpasses all other known sources of happiness.
Only one thought encapsulates your whole being. You only think of your BELOVED. You wish to know everything about them : where they go, what they are doing right now and so on. No matter whatever you do for your beloved, it just seems insufficient!!. You yearn to do more and more for them...even a single moment without them seems just unbearable...and with them you transcend time...
Unfortunately, all this goody-goody stuff doesn't last long. Slowly demands start arising. Even a trivial gesture of negligence causes so much hurt...you become so vulnerable. Their not looking at you, not smiling ..makes you so much miserable...all distortions then come into the picture. And lo....if suppose your beloved breaks your heart.....then that is the most horrifying pain on earth....the person whom you loved the most, now you don't even want to see them and that makes you more worse...that earlier tenderness is now replaced by stiffness.
But, this heart break may become a pivotal point in your life.....from transient and conditional love it can move you to such ultimate form of love that is free of all negativities....free of dependence on outer gestures!!! and even the person!!!
I'll talk about that later. Till then goodbye....enjoy the variegated festival of HOLI!!

HAPPY HOLI....
JAI GURUDEV!!!
lots of love......
APOORVA