Pleasure in pain....:)

The whole day I wait and wait and wait.....

Lost in myself.....though I may look so not

I have the most beautiful gift.....

I do not want anything.......

Still my heart aches........

Such pleasurable misery......

Action in inaction and inaction in action!!!

There is such a thirst which never seems to quench...

Wherever i may go....it doesn’t leave me.....

Only increases day by day........

For how long can I deceive myself with this world....

When in my awareness only YOU are there....

Though for time being I seem to forget you; busy in daily chores

But this forgetfulness only serves to make the memory more solid.

Oh......only healing is YOUR presence....

Such coolness it brings............

Ah!!! But where to search, you are everywhere

Still so far from me...though so near......

Not expressing is stifling

And expressing is so limited....

I cry and laugh, sing and dance

And lo....I find rest in this restlessness!!!

There is only one wish.....

How much can I do for you.....

How best can I serve you........

And this wanting never ceases....

Joy gurudev